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Billy Strings Opens Up On His Mother’s Tragic Overdose: “I Don’t Understand, Guess I Never Will”
Sharing some heartbreaking news regarding his mother’s unexpected death.
Earlier this summer, Billy Strings, whose real name is William Lee Apostol, informed the world that his mother tragically passed away. Just 20 hours after Strings returned home to Michigan for the Charlotte Bluegrass Festival on June 19, Billy Strings’ mother took her final breath in the morning of June 20.
Later that night, Billy Strings hit the stage in Lexington, Kentucky, and vulnerably shared with his audience why he seemed down at first, then reflected on his feelings after learning that his mother, Debra, was no longer on this earth.
“My wife woke me up this morning and told me that my beautiful mother, Debra Apostle, had passed away in her sleep. And I just put my shoes on and started walking. And I walked until I saw an old country church, and it was like a beacon. I went and knocked on the door, and this kind lady let me in, and she stayed with me and prayed with me for a while. And eventually she gave me a ride back to where I was staying.”
Amen… there are still good people out there. Billy Strings took a moment to compose himself before carrying on.
“It was my decision to carry on with tonight’s show because that is what my mom would’ve wanted me to do. She really loved this group of people, she loved y’all so much, and the last couple of years were some of her happiest because a lot of you folks, right here. You all became some of her best friends, and I really want to thank you for that. You all showed her a lot of kindness, whether she was out in the lot and bopping around here at the shows, you know.
The reason I decided not to go home and be with my family right now is because I already am. I spent most of today in a daze, and I just wanted you to know that I’m going to do my best to do tonight’s show. And also if you’re just casually coming to tonight’s show and are like, What the f*** is going on right now?’ I’m sorry, but we’re a family here. And if you’re going through some s***, I’m going through it too, and tonight I need YOU.
So please, instead of a moment of silence, can you please make as much noise right now for my mom?”
Holy shit this is heavy as fuck. Billy’s mom passed away last night and this home boy just owns it and just comes out and lets it go. Some incredible stuff. Wow. RIP mama strings.. pic.twitter.com/u2TqWTC7ca
— chuck the wöök (@wook_chuck) June 21, 2025
Since sharing that moment with the crowd in June, Billy Strings has thrown himself into touring, creating more music, and being a father to his son. While grief looks different for many folks, it appears that Billy was processing his grief by continuing to honor his mother through music.
Billy Strings recently appeared on the Dopey podcast and spoke about his mother’s sudden death, and shared the heartbreaking news of what caused his mother’s death. During the conversation with David Manheim, Strings shared that he has had a really hard time coping with understanding her death.
He was left with a lot of questions, and that list of questions grew even more after he read what her cause of death was on the death certificate.
“For a second there, I really didn’t know what the f**k happened. And I didn’t know how this all went down. I still don’t really. I don’t understand… I guess I never will, and I just need to f**king let it go.
But you know, we’re all sitting around, ‘Oh man, I wonder if it was an aneurysm. I wonder if it was a heart attack. I think she had a blood clot? Oh man, like wow, she just died like that. Wow, that’s so crazy.’
So then I’m on tour in Australia, and I get the email of the death certificate. Methamphetamine intoxication. And I didn’t know that she was using. I was like, I was in denial, even before that I was like, ‘Yeah, it ain’t gonna be nothing like that.'”
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Strings has shared in the past that his parents struggled with addiction all of his life, leading him to leave home at the age of 13. While they dealt with addiction most of his life, Billy Strings trusted that his mother was on the right path, but admitted in an interview with NPR’s Fresh Air that he often worried about her once she began to get heavily involved with his fanbase.
“Well, I wanted her to go have fun and be doing, you know, whatever she wanted to be doing, but I worried about her running into the wrong people, or, you know, she’s been an addict my whole life and had short stints where she was doing pretty good, you know?
And I loved to see her out there hanging with all the fans, but at the same time, I was leery of them. You know, I would go over to visit my parents’ house, and there would be, like, the fans there that I see in the front row of my concerts all the time.”
In the same interview, Strings clarified that he knew the fans she was hanging out with because he often interacts with those in his audience, and when you see repeat fans in the front row, you begin to recognize their faces.
“What am I supposed to say? They’re grown people, but – I don’t know. She was getting older, and I kind of just had this vision of her in my head that I wanted, which is stupid. It’s not realistic to try to come up with somebody else’s life in your brain, but, like, I just wanted her to have a garden. And my dad’s 70 years old, she was 64.
I was like, man, you guys should, like, be settling down, you know, don’t you think? Instead of rearing and tearing and going and eating all these shrooms and going to all these concerts. And then she did get wrapped up in the wrong stuff. And that’s why she’s not here anymore.”
The whole situation is incredibly heartbreaking, and it’s even more disheartening to learn from the Dopey interview that Strings felt confident that addiction had not crept back into his mother’s life. Billy plans to possibly turn some of her poetry into a tribute project:
“Oh yeah, that’s kinds of the goal. We talked about it a lot — she was gonna make the next record cover with her art, and we were gonna make songs out of this stuff. We were gonna try to do it.”
Rest in peace, Debra, and we love you, Billy.
If you want to check out the entire Dopey interview, check that out while you’re here:
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