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Worst Friends Forever: Eugenia Triantafyllou’s “Joanna’s Bodies”
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Worst Friends Forever: Eugenia Triantafyllou’s “Joanna’s Bodies”
Never trust a flea market spell book…
By Ruthanna Emrys, Anne M. Pillsworth
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Published on May 21, 2025
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Welcome back to Reading the Weird, in which we get girl cooties all over weird fiction, cosmic horror, and Lovecraftiana—from its historical roots through its most recent branches. This week, we cover Eugenia Triantafyllou’s “Joanna’s Bodies,” first published in July 2024 in Psychopomp. Spoilers ahead—but go read!
Eleni and Joanna have been best friends since preschool, and it looks like they’ll be best friends forever. Really forever. Not even Joanna’s deaths have separated them, and Joanna’s died ten times in the four years since Eleni first resurrected her.
Joanna isn’t particularly accident-prone. It’s just that the bodies into which Eleni’s spellwork transfers Joanna’s soul keep rejecting her after a few months. Eleni doesn’t know whether this is her fault, witch’s error, or whether it’s a spell feature. She does know that she’s getting profoundly sick of the process. The movie Jennifer’s Body used to be her favorite. Now she prefers Jurassic Park as a less on-the-nose fantasy about resurrection.
Nevertheless, every time one of Joanna’s surrogate-corpuses begins exuding black mucosal rot, Eleni has the next host lined up. She owes Joanna some form of life, considering she’s the one who killed her the first time.
Or so Joanna never fails to remind her. Eleni doesn’t rob bodies for her BFF. She borrows them. Rents them for a couple seasons. When the eviction notice comes, she makes Joanna leave before she kills or seriously damages her temporary dwelling. She also picks safe “rental units,” older women living independently and thus more easily isolated from family and friends.
Joanna chafes at the old bodies. She died at seventeen, on the verge of new freedom and fun! She wants bodies her own age! Understandable, but Eleni has to protect them both from intervention, however well-meant.
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From the first, Eleni and Joanna were kindred spirits in quirky imagination. When Eleni was ten, her father gone, her mother working nights, she’d get so spooked she’d call Joanna for comfort. Nightly calls became their habit. At an Athens flea market, they bought ostensible spellbooks and read them to each other at bedtime. Eventually they tired of “witchy” things. In high school, they began to challenge each other in new ways: who would be first to leave the other behind? Eleni went the goth/emo route, dressing in black and adopting a don’t-give-a-fuck attitude. Joanna started dressing up for school and joined the volleyball team. But at the end of the day, they usually ended up on the phone together.
Then Eleni’s mom entered her in a cram school. The school became a Joanna-free-zone where Eleni did meet new people. This change led to Joanna’s first death. One night when Joanna called Eleni’s house, she wasn’t home—she was hanging with her new friends. Joanna biked out to find her, enraged, and got hit by a truck. Eleni sank into grief and guilt. Her new friends faded away. Alone, she pored over the spellbooks she and Joanna studied in happier days. She finds a spell for summoning souls; it calls for intense visualization of the dead, and the summoner’s blood. Eleni smeared hers on her mirror, supposing Joanna might appear in it. But souls can’t inhabit inanimate objects, whereas living flesh absorbs them like a sponge absorbs water.
The living flesh into which Joanna’s soul bounced was Eleni’s mother’s. She possessed it. A few months later, she nearly destroyed it. Eleni got Joanna to release her mom by promising to re-embody her. But has Eleni’s mom ever fully recovered? Eleni ran before she could find out. She’s kept running. She, and Joanna’s various incarnations.
Joanna has recently departed from a woman named Maria, in whose apartment they’ve been living. Eleni has two weeks to resummon Joanna. She’s already picked out an older woman named Elisavet. Eleni always was a momma’s girl, Joanna often taunts, saying it’s the real reason Eleni selects old ladies. Eleni goes to the coffee shop where Elisavet works as cashier. By now she’s got her spell down. She rubs her blood onto a coin, which she’ll give to Elisavet as payment for her drink. Then she’ll sit and visualize Joanna into the new body. It’s always worked before. This time Elisavet-turned-Joanna never signals that the magic’s done. Instead she nervously retreats from the counter, leaving a young pink-haired girl in charge.
Later, as Eleni dithers outside, the pink-haired girl approaches—possessed by Joanna! Joanna has been learning, and managed to take the young body instead of Eleni’s pick. She later proves adept at convincing the pink-haired Adriana’s friends that she’s Adriana. At last she admits that when she possesses a person, that person lingers adrift in her own body. Her thoughts tangle up with Joanna’s, so that when Joanna leaves, she tears pieces of the owner’s essential mind out with her. Eleni’s never had the nerve to check up on her mom. Now she phones, only to have mom call her Joanna, who’s become a scar in her mind.
When Joanna wears out Adriana’s body, Eleni promises she’ll get her another young body. She knows that she’ll always call her back; she can’t help it. Joanna has been the one constant in her life.
Joanna departs Adriana. Two weeks later, Eleni goes into the mountains north of Athens. She thinks of summoning Joanna into a bird she lures with sunflower seeds, but even a bird’s soul has value. She tosses away her bloodied coin and begins her visualization. Joanna first died because she feared Eleni was leaving her. Eleni ensures that will never happen by letting Joanna possess her body. Now Joanna’s safe, because Eleni is the one host who won’t fight her. For herself, there’s only floating in what was hers, already detached from the world.
Joanna feels sad, even abandoned, when she recognizes her latest host. Now no one will call her back if she ever returns to the gray-sea void that is Death’s true country.
She shoulders Eleni’s backpack and hits the road.
Libronomicon: Never trust a flea market spellbook.
Weirdbuilding: This week’s references are cinematic, and largely focused on cult classic Jennifer’s Body. It used to be Eleni’s favorite film; for some reason it’s still Joanna’s.
Madness Takes Its Toll: Eleni’s convinced that Joanna’s possession has left her mother deeply damaged, unable to tell her and her friend apart—but isn’t willing to learn the details.
Anne’s Commentary
“Joanna’s Bodies” triggered an obscure memory for me. You all remember Casey Kasem, right? Anyone? Bueller?
Bueller?
I guess Ferris is taking the day off, because surely he’d remember Kasem, whose weekly radio show, American Top 40, ran with him as host from 1970 to 1988, and again from 1998 to 2004. In addition to counting down hits, Kasem ran a segment called “Long-Distance Dedications.” Listeners could send in letters asking to dedicate a song to that special someone from their past, hoping that someone might hear it too. I only remember one of these dedications, probably because it struck me as crazily inappropriate. A woman wrote about a (high school? college?) friend (female) with whom she’d shared warm and fuzzy BFF times. So far, so normal for the feature. But then Kasem revealed the song she’d requested. Which was:
John Mellencamp’s “Hurts So Good.” What?! Hadn’t the dedicator ever listened to the lyrics? Like, “Hurts so good/Come on, baby, make it hurt so good/Sometimes love don’t feel like it should/You make it hurt so good.” Also, the plea to “Sink your teeth right through my bones, baby.”
I was a naive young thing back then, unscarred by knowledge either personal or secondhand about how destructive yet seductive some close relationships could be. Still. “Hurts So Good” would have fit right into the soundtrack of Eleni and Joanna’s fave movie, Jennifer’s Body, which includes “Kiss with a Fist,” “Chew Me Up and Spit Me Out,” and “Toxic Valentine.”
I haven’t seen Jennifer’s Body, but from IMDb’s synopsis I can see the parallels between its BFFs and Triantafyllou’s. Both pairs have been friends since childhood and can’t quite quit one another in high school even though one is dorky/gothy, the other an alpha girl. Homoerotic elements are implied in the story, overt in the movie. Messing around with the occult when you don’t really have a clue, never a good idea. Movie Jennifer is more victim than perpetrator, though, because it’s neither herself nor BFF Needy who perform the problematic magic; a rock band seeking Satanic sponsorship sacrifices Jennifer as a virgin. Only she’s not a virgin and ends up revivified by a succubus with a taste for high school boys. Eleni might have learned from Jennifer’s fate, but hey, J’s B is just a horror show. Playacting, like the amusement she and Joanna get out of their flea market grimoires. When Eleni returns to the set-aside spellbooks, it’s out of grief and guilt over Joanna’s death, and it’s she whose experiments are earnest enough to set eldritch consequences in motion.
Jennifer mistreats and dominates Needy even before her transformation. There’s mutual vying between Eleni and Joanna for top spot in their relationship; though Joanna is the more naturally dominant, by high school both express ambivalence about their interdependence by playing at separating. Joanna scores higher at this game until Eleni’s transfer to cram school expands her social circle. Eleni only triumphs briefly. Ironically, Joanna admits her need by being so blindsided by Eleni’s “defection” that she gets herself killed.
The spellbook Eleni uses to summon Joanna evidently assumes the would-be magician has read enough “beginner’s manuals” to know what she’s getting into, and that the final price of the spell won’t be just a little blood on a coin but the essential mind of the host selected. She believes that if she can get Joanna out of her “rented” body before it dies, damage to the rightful owner can be minimal. When Joanna reveals that she necessarily tears out pieces of every host on leaving, Eleni’s horrified. She contacts the first accidental host, her own mother, and confirms Joanna’s claim: Mom isn’t all there. She’s diminished by the spiritual space Joanna has left emptied. This means that from revivification to revivification, Joanna leaves behind a trail of semi-corpses. No, Eleni is leaving the trail, because she instigates each jump. She’s the summoner, the enabler. Joanna is like Jennifer in the movie: She can’t halt in her monstrous course. Someone else must stop her. Needy in the movie stops Jennifer. Eleni can’t stop Joanna by refusing to resummon her. She can never leave Joanna behind in the gray drift of the afterlife. Not because the spell compels her to resummon. Not because Joanna compels her to, but because the choices Eleni made all through Joanna’s life have linked them together, inseparable.
Eleni has always chosen to answer the phone when Joanna called. Always, except that one disastrous time. Now she must choose either to keep Joanna her “constant” by destroying endless hosts, or to keep her by—truly becoming Joanna’s constant. BFFs, inseparable, promises kept. Yet Joanna-in-Eleni feels sad, abandoned. Yet Eleni feels cut off from the world, trapped in herself. Maybe it takes time for host and hosted’s thoughts to “tangle,” uniting them in the consummation they so devoutly wished.
Or maybe there must always be an alpha. The uncertain magic finalized, one can only pick up the backpack and walk on.
Ruthanna’s Commentary
Before I get into this post, my caveat is that I’ve never watched Jennifer’s Body, and my knowledge of it comes entirely from Wikipedia. I was drawn to “Joanna’s Bodies” anyway because the Wizards Versus Lesbians summary made me think of older tropes that Jennifer’s Body was also presumably playing with, and then I went “Oooooh” and had to read it.
It’s the homoerotic best friends, the ones who have dangerous occult dealings instead of sex. The domineering one, and the one who can’t resist their demands. The one who seems to be in charge, and the one who actually has—but never uses—the power to stop the cycle. Lovecraft’s “The Hound” is a prototypical example: partners in competitive goth degeneracy, robbing the graves of grave-robbers. But Randolph Carter also starts out with such a friend. Herbert West is the domineering asshole friend. The pattern builds on the definitely-not-gay intensity of romantic poets (the original goths) and continues through later authors—with occasional actually-gay variations. But the gender rarely varies: these are usually no-homo-till-death male partners, obsessive and obsessed, engaging in unnatural activities together.
A thing that girls totally never do. Especially not in high school.
So I love Triantafyllou fitting this kind of unequal, intense friendship to such an appropriate age and setting. I love the pace of the disaster, slowed over years to let Eleni really appreciate the nature of the trap. I love the harm being less gory, more deniable to a point. I love the acknowledgment that people usually grow out of these things—that in the absence of tragedy and spellbook, both girls might have managed the awful process of disentanglement, of finding friends who would accept more agency from Eleni and demand more compromise from Joanna. Twenty years later they might have been ordinary, healthy people who thought of one another, occasionally, with an odd frisson of wistful discomfort.
Instead they’re frozen in the last stages of their friendship, resentment and codependence and desperation tangled together, in the closed-off just-the-two-of-them world that neither entirely wanted any more. There’s a particular horror to being supernaturally stuck in high school just as you were about to escape. Sometimes the devil you know really is worse.
And Eleni could, in fact, still get away. It’s too late for Joanna, dead and utterly, horrifically dependent on her much-abused best friend for a continuing half-life. She never had the chance to grow up, and if she hadn’t already hated Eleni’s potential to move on from their friendship, she could hardly help despising it now. Someone who missed a nightly call just might, at some point, fail to summon your spirit into an innocent host, and after that there’s nothing but the gray afterlife. Eleni, though… she could cut the cord of that dependence. She’d feel miserably guilty, but what else is new?
I don’t know if she could, though. Another Eleni, one who’d learned through a few weeks hanging out with new friends that there really was a world beyond Joanna—maybe. One who hadn’t had that growth cut off by having it trigger her old friend’s death. One who hadn’t learned how harshly independence can be punished.
This Eleni can only let Joanna die by destroying herself, and so avoiding the accusation of abandonment. Instead they’re together forever, in the hell of their own making.
Next week, join us for Chapters 15-21 of The Night Guest, in which we’re sure that stain will totally turn out to be lipstick and not blood.[end-mark]
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