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Read an Excerpt From Blood & Breath by Qurratulayn
Born into the persecuted Magi class, Evan Wilde keeps her true identity under wraps…
By Qurratulayn
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Published on October 7, 2025
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We’re thrilled to share an excerpt from Blood & Breath by Qurratulayn, a new young adult fantasy publishing with Page Street YA on October 7th.
Born into the persecuted Magi class, Evan Wilde keeps her true identity under wraps. Her days are spent drawing up simple contracts—a task Magi are banned from performing—which call devils from beyond the veil to carry out clients’ requests in exchange for a bit of blood or breath. It’s not until Evan lies dying in an alley, the victim of an illegal blood sacrifice, that she draws a contract for herself. A devil can take the last of her life—if it grants her revenge.Such a hasty, open-ended contract can only lead to trouble. But when a devil named Jack accepts her terms, Evan decides to make the most of her borrowed time. With Jack’s help, she infiltrates high society, posing as part of the ruling Necro class—the group responsible for oppressing Magi and perpetuating illegal blood sacrifices. Dining and dancing by day, unleashing her devil at night… for the first time in her life, Evan no longer lives in fear. She even finds friends—and love—within the circles of her supposed enemy.
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Girl
There are three types of devils: the ones you summonfor love charms and good luck,the ones you summon for ambitions and impossible dreams.And then there are the true devils,the ones that almost broke the world three hundred years ago.The ones you don’t summon at all.
“Have you been listening to a word I’ve said?”
My head snapped up, and I met Mrs. Thorne’s suspicious, thin-lipped gaze.
I wasn’t sure why that saying had emerged unbidden in the forefront of my mind. My mother had always told me it every time she gave me a lesson on how to summon devils. I didn’t know if it was a saying that every child learned or if it was only said because we were Magi, and people like us weren’t allowed to summon devils at all.
At the breakfast table, there were only two plate settings, and I looked around in confusion. “Where’s Theo?”
When I first arrived at Mrs. Thorne’s Boarding House for Respectable Ladies, there had been six girls living here including myself, but within eight months, it had whittled down to two girls as Mrs. Thorne found fault with the tiniest infraction.
Mrs. Thorne’s lips pinched even further—if that was possible. “I found a salacious jazz record in Theodora’s room, and I knew it would only be a matter of time before she started keeping all sorts of company in there.” Her gaze settled upon me. “I trust you’re not hiding anything in that room of yours, Evelyn.”
“No, Mrs. Thorne,” I said into my respectable bowl of oatmeal. “I just had trouble sleeping.”
Mrs. Thorne nodded once, though her gaze still harbored a thread of suspicion. “Good. I was beginning to wonder if there was any hope for your generation, all the wild dances you youths come up with. That’s why we Dun will never gain the respectability Necros have.”
I said nothing as Mrs. Thorne talked on. I had thought that I would be able to save up enough money within a year to get a place of my own, but with Theo gone, I would need to move faster. The other girls had shielded me from Mrs. Thorne’s attention, but now I was all she had to focus on, and it was only a matter of time before she discovered that I wasn’t Dun.
I grabbed my necklace, running the green stone charm back and forth along the gold chain. It was the only thing I had left of my parents, and I wore it always.
I hurried off to work before Mrs. Thorne found some excuse to do an inspection. I had more pressing issues on my mind than whether or not my room was respectable. I had picked up an extra shift at the Red Emporium, and with Theo gone, I was definitely going to need the money.
As I moved away from the boarding house, the buildings in the surrounding area slowly changed from sooty homes that huddled together for warmth to new brick buildings bright with electricity.
“Evan Wilde, I’m so glad you could make it,” the owner, Mrs. Blackwell, said as she stood outside the entrance. “You poor thing; I’m getting cold just looking at you.” She wrapped soft arms around me, and I wanted to lean in and never let go, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t afford to trust anyone.
I dropped my gaze and nodded before hurrying to my station. I avoided everyone’s eyes, staring down at the surface of my desk until I was sure the colors of my own eyes had steadied and wouldn’t reveal what I was. The full moon was tonight.
Everyone who worked at the Red Emporium was Dun, as were most of the customers. Thirty years before, it had been illegal for anyone other than Necros to call down a devil; only Necros had the knowledge and skills to do so. But now, after a growing movement for equity between the classes, Dun were allowed to as well.
Places like the Red Emporium had popped up rapidly, fulfilling a growing demand for contracts that called down devils to perform small tasks. Contracts like those required a steady hand, an artistic flair, and a vast knowledge of devils and their duties. We were only allowed to draw contracts based on the Book of Known Devils. It was supposed to be safer that way, but I still knew the contracts my mother taught me, which were completely different from the standard method we were to follow.
Using contracts, Necros had been the first to rise up against devils hundreds of years ago. They’d freed everyone from the devils’ cruel rule and banished nearly every devil back into their realm. Dun were the ordinary humans they had freed and protected. And Magi… depending on the rumors, we were part devil ourselves, easily possessed and eager to corrupt and destroy the noble world the Necros had created and return everyone back to the subjugation of devils.
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That was the excuse Necros used to raid the community I’d lived in all those years ago, torching homes orange against a midnight sky, circling until my parents and I were trapped.
I sat beside Jo, who also worked on contracts. She had her bobbed hair tucked behind her ears, and the tip of her tongue poked out of the corner of her mouth as she painted the fluid wave pattern of a contract for safe voyage.
Her eyes lit up when she saw me. “Do you have anything planned for tonight?” she asked as she continued drawing her contract.
It was a generic contract with a basic glyph, perfect for someone looking for simple protection before their journey. Only a few drops of a person’s blood were required. Jo could make those in her sleep.
“Not really,” I mumbled as I unrolled my brushes, selecting one before setting the rest beside my ink-stone and stick. I planned to stay home, like I always did when the moon was full. It made the strangeness of my eyes more prominent, and people would know what that meant.
“Perfect,” she said. But before she could say anything more, a customer walked in, distracting her and saving me.
There were three types of contracts.
A full contract was what Vayyu and a group of one hundred Necros had done to save the world three hundred years ago. It was the ultimate self-sacrifice. It called the best of devils, and anything was possible. It was uncommon, rarely done, and I had only witnessed it once.
And for those whose ambitions seeped past the bounds of morality, there were unwilling contracts. An unwilling contract was like a full contract, except someone other than the user was the victim. Though it called the best of devils, it lacked the power of a full contract, and its scope was limited.
I curled my hands into fists. Unwilling contracts had been made illegal decades ago, but that didn’t stop everyone, and rumors always swirled around anyone with a suspiciously fast rise to power.
The Red Emporium sold half contracts, the most common, which only required a few drops of blood and covered small tasks.
In this city, I was the only Magi I knew who drew contracts. My mother had done so openly, teaching anyone who wished it no matter how much my father grew concerned. And they’d punished her for it.
I gripped the edge of the desk, the tips of my fingers turning white from the pressure. I needed to start drafting a few basic contracts and get prepared for the day, but I could barely look at the paper in front of me.
Jo always drew customers; with her bright hair and cheerful personality, she could make anyone feel right at home while she created a love charm for them and wished them the best of luck with it.
It was not that I didn’t like people. People were fine. It was the stuff they did that was not, and my changing eyes marked me as Magi, and Magi blood made for powerful contracts, further solidifying the rumor that we were all part devil.
Jo was already working with a customer when the bell above the door jangled, so I took a deep breath and looked up with my best smile. “Welcome to the Red Emporium. We make the best contracts in the city.”
The man raised an eyebrow. “Is that official?” He had thick brows and narrow eyes. Coupled with his strong nose and cheekbones, it would have made his expression look harsh, but a full mouth softened his overall countenance. He looked about my age, around seventeen, which was unusual. Most of the patrons of the Red Emporium were middle-aged or older, with a few here and there in their twenties.
“You made it here,” I said. “That means you’ve heard of us, and nothing’s more official than word of mouth.”
The corner of his mouth lifted in a half smile. “I suppose. Rumor has it, I can find someone reputable for a decent price, and they won’t let me walk out with junk like this.”
He reached into the pocket of his coat and pulled out a square of paper before handing it to me. Our fingers touched briefly, his long and tapered, mine sporting several hangnails where the skin had split from the dry winter air.
The note was folded in fourths, and when I finally opened it, I just stared. “What is this?” The words came unbidden.
“I knew it.” He dragged his hands through his hair, clutching at the strands. “It’s a piece of junk, isn’t it?”
I rotated the paper left and right, canting my head to the side as I tried to decipher what the contract could have been for. It looked like a mess of swirls resembling half a dozen possible contracts.
I looked from the sheet of paper to him. “It’s supposed to be a contract for… ?”
He lowered his hands, black strands of hair sticking up in all directions. “It’s supposed to be a luck sacrifice.”
I glanced at the paper again. I would have never guessed. “General or specific? A general contract is much cheaper, but there’s more of a gamble, as it gives a devil more room to interpret it how they please since there aren’t any time constraints. It’s also open to a random selection of devils.”
A flush appeared on his face, and he peeked at Jo, who was focused on her own work and not listening to our conversation at all.
I continued. “A specific contract means that I’ll include the name of the devil best suited for the task and will write down exactly what you want done.”
“Specific. Not for me,” he hastily clarified. “For someone else.” He leaned forward. “Gambling.”
“Ah.” No one liked a cheat. “We do not sell those types of contracts here.”
“I know. I figured. I bought another sacrifice—a different one. I don’t think it worked, and the guy I bought it from disappeared.” He sighed. “Great.”
He turned to go.
“Hey.” I stopped him. Tucking my necklace into my shirt, I leaned over the paper and drew out a quick glyph. “All luck contracts start with this basic symbol.” I turned the paper around so that it faced him, glistening ink on white. “If you do not see it, then it’s not a luck contract.”
He stared down at the paper, biting his lower lip. He seemed to be battling an idea in his mind before he finally looked up.
“What about protection sacrifices?” he wanted to know. “Do you make those?”
“General or specific?” My voice was a whisper, and I hastily cleared my throat.
“Specific.” If anything, he looked even more wary than he had when he mentioned the gambling contract. “I want a protection sacrifice against devils.”
I closed my eyes, remembering the night our house was surrounded by yelling men with torches, the orange flames reflecting the malice in their eyes.
“We—” My throat was closing. I cleared it and tried again. “A half sacrifice would not make for a strong enough contract. They’d just take your blood and run.”
I kept staring into his eyes, the color of cognac, trying to see if they’d change to green, purple, black, trying to guess if he was like me. A rare Magi stumbling across another, pretending to be Dun, lying low, trying to survive. His arms were bare of tattoos, so I was certain he wasn’t a Necro, not that I’d ever seen a Necro come into the store. I assumed they made their own contracts instead of buying ready-made like the common folk.
I wanted to ask—I opened my mouth to ask, but old habits die hard, and instead what came out of my mouth was: “I can draw a contract of protection that will warn you if a devil is about to harm you.” My grip on the brush was white-knuckle tight. I slowly loosened it. “It’s not ideal; there’s not much you can do if someone sent a devil after you, but at least you’ll know. And you can try.”
“Something.” His voice was low.
I was selling horribly. I was supposed to inject him with some hope, which was probably what the other guy with horrible contract skills had done. But I could not. I knew what it was like to constantly look over your shoulder and try to be brave only to have it all come to nothing because of a stupid mistake.
“You want a premium contract.” I added a few drops of water to the ink-stone and picked up my half-worn ink-stick. “It’ll cost more than a basic contract, but my blood will be mixed with the ink. Once you add your blood to the contract and burn it, it’ll call up a high class of devil—well, as high as a half sacrifice will allow.” I gently rubbed the stick back and forth against the ink-stone.
“Good devils for protection are Abidugun, Vernon, and Amal. I prefer Amal; she’s a bit friendlier than the others. Her hair is black and gold, occasionally in flames.” Some contractors didn’t share devils’ names with the customer in an effort to keep trade secrets. I told them because that was how my mother always did it, to ensure that I knew exactly which devil I was supposed to expect. Though they had been defeated and were only allowed into our world with strict conditions, she’d said we were always to treat devils with caution.
Once I had enough ink in the well, I wiped my hands and pulled out a candle and a box of lucifers. The matches caught in one strike, and I grabbed a needle, passing it three times over the candle flame. The fire was to sterilize it; passing the needle over the flame three times was merely an extra piece of showmanship.
My fingertips were freckled with needle marks, faded brown stippling the pads of my fingers. When I’d first arrived, Jo had shared, with great relish, the story of one young man who had accidentally pierced his own nail. I was not sure how much of her story was true; in fact, I was certain it was all lies. Still, ever since then, I was careful as I pricked my finger and allowed a few drops of blood to land on the ink-stone.
Blood and ink swirled beneath my brush; then I took a deep breath and started to draw.
The base of the contract was protection, but I blended the lines into a glyph of warning, specifying that it was against devils that wished to do harm. I added a request for Amal, placing her glyph in the far right corner, and stipulated that the warning come at least an hour before he was attacked. Devils were tricky, and this contract would be worthless if Amal only warned him a few seconds before a devil came after him.
When I was done, the contract filled the whole page and glistened wetly under the light.
I reached for the blotter. “After you offer your blood and burn the contract, you’ll feel a little light-headed and breathless. That’s normal. Devils always take before they deliver; that’s why your contract needs to be tight.”
Since my blood was in the ink, it would affect me as well, hence why we were only allowed to draw five premium contracts a month.
“This is a half sacrifice,” I reminded him as I handed him the contract neatly folded into an envelope. “Amal will only warn you once.”
He nodded. “I know.” He looked grim.
I held onto the envelope a little longer than necessary. I wanted to ask him so badly if he was Magi, but I did not know how to do it without exposing both of us.
He handed me several bills, and the moment was gone.
I kept my head down as I made change, urging myself to say something, anything, but I was mute as I handed him his coins.
He pressed a square of cloth into my hand, a handkerchief, and I looked up in surprise.
“For your finger,” he said. He shrugged apologetically. “It’s the least I can do.”
He turned before I could do more than nod my thanks and headed out into the cold.
The handkerchief was made out of silk. It stood out given his plain clothes, and in the corners were the initials JB.
The marks on my fingers were small and would never bleed for long, but I wrapped the handkerchief around my finger anyway.
Beside me, Jo leaned over her station until she was as close to mine as possible without falling out of her chair.
“So,” she began in a leading tone. “Who’s that?”
I stifled the urge to laugh. “I have no idea.”
She sat back, her chair landing on all four legs with a thump. “I forget. You never ask their names. Pity, he seems fun. I was going to see if I could get him to convince you to go dancing with me. I’ll teach you the shimmy.”
“I’m not a dancer,” I mumbled, looking down at my desk once more. “You’d have a terrible time.”
That wasn’t true; I loved dancing. But the full moon was tonight, and I couldn’t risk my eyes changing and everyone discovering that I wasn’t Dun like them. People like me had been fired from their jobs or worse because they were Magi, and I didn’t want to risk it.
Jo let out an exasperated huff of air. “It’s not about being a dancer; it’s about having fun. Surely it won’t kill you to have fun for a day.”
I was about to protest, but she was right. I was tired of constantly looking over my shoulder and fearing that someone would find out who I was. But there was a full moon out tonight, and I was already being risky going to work where someone could notice how different my eyes looked from normal. At nighttime the iridescence would be even worse.
“How about next time?” I said, offering a tentative middle ground.
Jo let out a little groan. “I’m going to hold you to that. You’re not allowed to say no.”
Suddenly it felt like all the breath had been pulled from my lungs, taking with it sight and sound. Vertigo hit me, and I grabbed the edge of my station to keep from falling. My ink-stone clattered to the floor, black ink staining my stockings.
Jo had stood up halfway as I blinked my vision clear, her brow knitted in concern.
I tried out a few experimental breaths. That was the most powerful reaction I’d ever gotten from a premium contract, and it had come so soon too. Most people waited until they got home before they burned their contracts, giving me a couple of hours.
I stared at the door, wishing I had found some way to reveal that I was Magi, and that if he was like me, he was not alone. Devils were after him, and he only had a piece of paper to keep him safe.
I spent the rest of the day only drawing basic contracts and allowing myself to recover.
He was still on my mind once the evening rolled around, and I ran my hand over the square of silk in my pocket wondering if I would ever see him again.
It was snowing, and soft flakes brushed against my cheeks as I left. I stared up boldly at the sky, at the betraying moon, slowly turning Magi eyes from normal human browns and greens and grays to strange, iridescent colors mimicking the warped seam where devils had ripped their way into this world.
Footsteps approached, and I quickly looked back down, hoping that no one noticed my odd behavior. I held my breath until the footsteps passed. The streets were mostly empty as the snow deepened, and anyone who was still outside tucked themselves into their coats and rushed home.
The snow fell soft against my face and hair, and I stuffed my hands deep into my pockets, wishing I hadn’t forgotten my gloves. I could already feel my fingers growing stiff and clumsy.
I turned the corner and nearly crashed into two people but righted myself just in time.
“Sorry,” I mumbled as I stared down at their feet. I hurried past them before they could respond. I couldn’t wait to get home; the longer I was outside, the more anxious I was becoming.
“We have to do it already.”
I could barely process the sentence, barely wade my way through the muck of confusion, when I was hit on the back of the head.
I collapsed.
Blood poured from my head as shards of ice and snow cut into my skin, blinding me.
“Wh—” I barely got out the word; it was a huff, a single syllable offered alongside a begging, upraised hand before I was hit again.
Someone grabbed my legs and started to drag me into the alley. Fear blasted its way through the confusion, and seventeen years of survival crystallized into a single shard of certainty.
If I did not escape, I would be sacrificed.
No.
I kicked and scrambled and clawed at the ice and snow. It didn’t matter that I could barely see; it didn’t matter that it was two against one and I was sorely, dreadfully disadvantaged.
It didn’t matter.
No.
Hands pressed me down into snow, and the overwhelming scent of a masculine cologne filled my senses. My shoulder screamed as my arms were wrenched behind my back and held tight, keeping me in place.
The cold bit into my cheek and the snow flooded my nose, melting with each frantic exhale.
“Hurry, I think someone’s coming.”
I felt them fumble above me and then saw the glint of a razor as it fell into the snow.
A pale hand snatched it up, the arm wrapped in burgundy tattoos, and my dread was complete.
No.
Whoever had found me was Necro. Necros called down devils whenever they pleased, using whomever they pleased.
Cold metal bit into warm flesh.
I heard them swear as blood gushed from my throat, but I barely registered it. All I could hear was the frantic pounding of my heartbeat rapidly descending towards death.
My necklace fell out onto the snow, the gold chain broken and the charm covered in blood.
Suddenly the weight pinning me down disappeared, and panicked footsteps dashed past my bleeding form.
They were gone. Something had scared them off.
With a groan, I tried to glance toward the mouth of the alley. I could vaguely make out a figure.
I started to call out and then stopped myself.
I made for the perfect sacrifice. I was already bleeding. Already incapacitated. There was nothing to stop anyone from finishing what had already been started.
It wasn’t supposed to end like this. I did everything right. I was good, I was quiet, I did nothing to draw attention. And yet… and yet…
I let out a single sob as flurries of snow fell from the night sky. The ice–cold flakes burned my hand as I dragged clumsy fingers through the drifts, smearing my blood into a half-legible contract.
This was dangerous. Contracts had to be meticulous; a shaky hand, a wobble, could turn a love charm into a poison curse, or give a devil just enough wiggle room to leave you half-drained of blood and breathless.
I knew this. And yet, seeing my life spilling out red into a lonely alley, and the cold settling its ache deep into my bones, I tossed every warning aside and drew a contract.
I squeezed my eyes shut, fighting back tears as I pressed a hand to the gash in my throat.
“I offer a contract of blood and breath.” I wet my lips. They stung from when I had bitten into them during the struggle.
“Of blood and breath,” I repeated.
Tears spilled from my eyes, melting the snow that clung to my face.
My words were an exhale. “Of blood and breath.”
Silence.
My heart beat sluggishly, fighting a losing battle. The spaces between each beat grew longer until it was barely pumping at all.
“Evan Wilde.” The voice sounded amused as it mentioned my name. My shadow stretched and darkened as it became a distorted version of itself.
It rose from the ground, reaching for the sky as though it had finally awakened from a long slumber.
Feather-soft fingers brushed against my cheek. “You called.”
A light touch across my lips. I sucked in the last breath I would ever call my own and sealed my contract with one word.
“Revenge.”
Excerpted from Blood & Breath, copyright © 2025 by Qurratulayn.
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